"There is no happiness without tears; no life without death.
Beware, I will give you cause to weep."

-Lucian Staniak

It seems like only yesterday that I was...


and now I'm all...


35 years down and a lifetime left to go.

I Cannot Believe

It's not what you say
it's what I feel
from the words that once
made me slip into
happiness that saved me once
betrayed me now
I cannot belive in anything
I cannot need anyone
I will not search through the ruins
for the fragments of a shattered heart

Strung to the thin line
between thruth and lie
love and hate, right and wrong
once crowned by love
then crucified
I cannot rise
I cannot believe in anything
I cannot need anyone
I will not search through the ruins
for the fragments of a shattered heart

And boundless is the sea
in this moment I have met
the soul walking on my path

In blindness and tranquility
the bitter potion slowly heals
I accept this seasons burning cold
it burns me still
I cannot believe in anything
I cannot need anyone
I will not search through the ruins
for the fragments of a shattered heart

Human Drama - Solemn Sun Setting
(Triple X 1999)

Not for me, for a frequent visitor to my little blog.

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me? Trip at the Brain - Suicidal Tendencies
Will I have a happy life? Working Class - Kill or be Killed
What do my friends really think of me? Empire - Sedition
Do people secretly lust after me? Christmas Dreaming - Harry Connick Jr.
How can I make myself happy? Valkyrian - Midgard
What should I do with my life? We will never die - People Haters
Why must life be so full of pain? Kill it - Blue Eyed Devils
How can I maximize my pleasure during sex? Trapped Excuse - To the Grave
Will I ever have children? Memories of you - Frank Sinatra
Will I die happy? My time has yet to come - Blood for Blood
What is some good advice for me? Hello, I love you - The Doors
What is happiness? JustifiedBlackEye - Joey cape/Tony sly
What's my favorite fetish? Agoraphobia - Incubus
How will I be remembered? Turncoat - Anti Flag


I guess it means I'm not easily explainable or classifiable.

Need I say more?

I find this photo extremely interesting.